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Mnemosyne 2010 by Nick Bergeron
When we are children, our world is without shape or form. Show us a ball, the ball exists. Remove the ball and it does not. Our world begins and ends at the reaches of our perception, and only the development of memory allows us to form the building blocks from which we construct our reality. When the ball is removed, we remember it, and now that even if we cannot see it, it still exists. Everything that we see and know is built upon our memory, including ourselves. We are creations of our own experiences, whether sharply recollected or dimly. As our memories change with time, so in turn do our personalities change, as we forget and forgive, and as new memories inform our older ones. In a way, we exist only as the reflection of everything that has come before, knowing that somewhere out there in time or in space, the things we have seen are still there.
But what if those things are NOT still there after all? What if forgetting about something made it cease to exist? What if all of creation hinged upon the importance it had in someone's memory? If you show God a ball, and take it away, does God remember that ball still exists? 01 - Revisiting Old Wounds - In which our Hero begins his tale. Like any good story, he gives you the Cliff Notes in how he came into himself. I'm sure that he included me in the description. Or perhaps he didn't, as his exclusion of me was the beginning of the problem in the first place. After he tells you the sordid story of me, you will see a healing, which is of course the beginning of the end. 02 - Kay Aye Ess Ess Aye En Gee - In which our Hero gains an inkling of the adversity he will face. It involves a pleasant walk in the snow, a simple phone call about someone long forgotten, and an excursion to an old haunt in the woods. I miss that old tree; it's a shame that it doesn't remember me. Our Hero is beginning to revisit the past; it's enough to make me maudlin. 03 - The Place to Be - You can run from danger, you can run from a decision, you can run from trouble. What you can't run from, however, is a thought. The more you try not to think about something, the more it gets stuck in your consciousness and lies in wait for you to find it again. All it takes is just one more push for it all to come crashing out.
Image by Nick Bergeron Copyright 2010
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